The 100 Dreams List: Reconnecting With What You Truly Want

Your Vision Is Yours

Not everyone will understand your vision.

Not everyone will support it. And not everyone who says they are interested will actually take the time to understand what you are trying to build.

I have experienced this myself with Equipido.

I have shown it to people who are interested in personal development. I have given them the opportunity to try it, explore it and even receive a detailed report without paying for it.

Some said they were interested.

But they never did it.

At first, that can be frustrating. You start wondering why they cannot see what you see.

But then I realised something important:

It is my vision, not theirs.

I cannot expect another person to feel the same excitement about something that I have spent months or years thinking about, building and believing in.

Their lack of interest does not mean the idea is wrong.

And their lack of action does not mean I should stop.

They Do Not Need to See What You See

When you have an idea, a goal or something you want to build, it is natural to want support from the people around you.

But sometimes we put too much weight on their reaction.

Someone may not understand why you want to change career, start a business or spend evenings and weekends working toward something that does not exist yet.

That is okay.

They are looking at your vision through their own experiences, priorities and beliefs.

You are looking at it through yours.

Your vision does not become less valuable because someone else cannot see it.

Sometimes the Lesson Is the Result

Around 15 or 20 years ago, I had an idea to build an online community for Christians — something similar to a social network.

I believed in the idea even though very few people around me did.

This was long before AI made it possible to build things the way we can today, so I had to pay people to help me develop it. I invested a significant amount of money in the project.

It never became what I had imagined.

But I do not look at that money as wasted.

The project taught me something important about myself.

I realised that I was very good at coming up with ideas and creating things, but at that time I was not equally good at driving them forward and turning them into something sustainable.

That was an important lesson.

People spend money on education all the time. In many ways, that project was part of my education.

Sometimes the return on an idea is not the business you hoped to build. Sometimes it is what the experience teaches you about yourself.

You Still Have to Try

Believing in something does not guarantee that it will work.

You may try and fail.

You may discover that part of your idea was wrong. You may have to change direction, learn something new or start again.

But that is very different from never trying because someone else did not believe in it.

If you try and it does not work, learn from it.

If something needs to change, change it.

Then keep moving.

Because even if you fail, you have still done something many people never do.

You tried.

Sometimes the first person who needs to believe in your vision is simply you.

Related reading: When you build something you believe in, fear and doubt often come with it. Read: Fear and Doubt Are Part of Growth

The Blame Game

When something does not go our way, it is often easy to find someone or something else to blame.

It was because of my boss. My partner made it difficult. Everyone else does the same thing. I did not have the right opportunity. The circumstances were against me.

Sometimes those things may even be true. There are circumstances in life that we cannot control, and there are things that happen to us that are genuinely not our fault.

But there is a danger when blaming others becomes our normal response. Because the moment everything becomes someone else’s fault, we also remove responsibility from ourselves. And if we have no responsibility, we have no reason to take action.

That is where the blame game can begin to hold us back.

What Can You Actually Control?

I am not saying that everything that happens in our lives is our fault. It is not.

There are things we cannot control. Other people make decisions that affect us. Companies change. Relationships end. We may experience difficult circumstances, illness, loss, or things from our past that we never chose.

But even when we cannot control what happens, we often still have some control over what we do next. That distinction is important.

Instead of asking only, “Whose fault is this?” perhaps a more useful question is:

What can I do about it now?

That question brings responsibility back to us. And with responsibility comes the possibility of change.

The Everyday Blame Game

The blame game does not always appear in major life situations. Often it shows up in very ordinary things.

Imagine that I want to lose weight, but my partner regularly brings home chips, sweets, and other things I am trying not to eat.

I could say: “If my partner did not buy those things, I would not gain weight.”

And yes, perhaps it would be easier if my partner supported my goal and did not bring those things home. But my partner is still not the person putting the food in my mouth. That choice is mine.

Or perhaps I am unhappy with how much I earn.

“My employer will not pay me more.”

That may be completely true. Maybe the company cannot afford to pay more. Maybe they do not believe my current performance justifies a higher salary. Maybe there are other reasons.

But what can I do?

I can ask what I need to improve. I can develop new skills. I can become better at what I do. I can look for another position. I can find another way to increase my income.

I may not be able to control what my employer decides. But I can control what I decide to do next.

The same applies to something as simple as arriving late to work.

“But everyone else comes late.”

Maybe they do. But everyone else is not responsible for when I arrive. I am.

Responsibility Gives You Options

This is why I believe the blame game can be so damaging when we want to change our lives. Not physically damaging, perhaps, but damaging to our growth.

If I constantly believe that other people are responsible for where I am, then I also give those people control over whether my life can change.

I want more freedom, but someone else is stopping me. I want better health, but someone else makes it difficult. I want a better career, but my employer will not give me the opportunity. I want to fulfil my dreams, but my circumstances are wrong.

If everything depends on someone else changing first, I may wait for a very long time.

But when I begin asking what I can change, something happens. I get options again.

Not always easy options. Not always quick ones. But options.

What Are Your Mistakes Teaching You?

Blaming others can also prevent us from learning from our mistakes.

John C. Maxwell wrote a book called Failing Forward, built around the idea that failure and mistakes can become part of our growth when we learn from them.

I believe there is a lot of truth in that.

We are going to make mistakes. I have made many, and I will make more. But if every mistake immediately becomes somebody else’s fault, what am I supposed to learn from it?

If I say, “It happened because of them,” I can walk away without examining my own decisions.

If instead I ask, “What could I have done differently?” I may discover something that helps me the next time.

That does not mean taking responsibility for things that genuinely belonged to someone else. It means being willing to look honestly at the part that belonged to me.

Sometimes the Blame Goes Back Years

The blame game can also reach much further back. We can blame our childhood, our parents, previous relationships, lost opportunities, or things that happened many years ago.

This is something I can relate to personally.

I had a difficult childhood, and of course experiences from those years affected me. I cannot pretend they did not.

But at some point I had to ask myself another question:

Why should I allow what happened then to decide the rest of my life?

I cannot change what happened. I cannot go backwards and create another childhood. But I can decide what I want to do with my life from here.

The past may explain some of the way we think, react, or behave today. Understanding that can be important. But explanation does not have to become a life sentence.

At some point, if I want something different, I have to begin taking responsibility for building something different.

That is part of the inner journey.

Change What You Can Change

Sometimes we make change much more complicated than it needs to be.

I do not have enough money. What can I change?

I am unhappy with my health. What can I change?

I do not like where my career is going. What can I change?

I keep ending up in the same situation. What can I change?

Notice that I am asking what, not how. Many people get stuck at “How am I going to do this?” and immediately see everything they do not have or cannot do. First become clear about why you want the change and what you want to change. When your why and your what are clear, the how often becomes easier to see.

The answer may not be immediate, and the solution may require time, effort, learning, difficult conversations, or uncomfortable decisions.

But blaming someone else rarely moves us forward.

A fast-food restaurant is not responsible for the fact that I stopped there when I was hungry. The restaurant can be directly on my way home, with a huge sign in front of me, but I am still the one who turns the car into the parking lot.

That does not mean every choice is easy. It means it is still a choice.

Step Out of the Blame Game

Perhaps one of the most useful things we can do is become aware of how often we blame circumstances or other people.

Not so that we can start blaming ourselves instead. That is not the point.

The point is to recognise where our own responsibility begins.

When something goes wrong, we can ask:

What part of this could I control?
What could I have done differently?
What can I learn from it?
What can I do now?

There will always be things outside our control. But we do not need to give those things control over everything that happens next.

Taking responsibility does not change the past.

It changes what we are able to do with the future.

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Related reading: Growth often requires us to look at our own patterns before looking at everyone around us. Read Understand Yourself First.

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Your Mental Diet Is Shaping Your Future

Many of us think carefully about our physical health. We consider what we eat, how much we exercise, whether we are getting enough sleep, and what we can do to give our bodies the best possible conditions as we grow older.

But how often do we think about our mental diet?

Yes, you read that correctly: your mental diet.

What are you feeding your mind every day, and how is it affecting the person you are becoming?

Everything You Consume Leaves Something Behind

During an ordinary day, information enters our minds from many different directions. We watch the news, scroll through social media, listen to conversations, read articles, watch videos, and perhaps read books or listen to audiobooks.

Some of that content can give us knowledge, energy, inspiration, and direction. Other content can leave us feeling worried, frustrated, distracted, envious, or negative.

I am not saying that we should avoid reality or ignore everything difficult. Life is not always positive, and we cannot control everything that happens around us. But we can become more aware of what we repeatedly choose to consume and what effect it has on us.

After spending forty minutes scrolling through social media, it may be worth asking yourself: Do I feel better than I did before? Do I feel inspired to take action, or do I feel tired, irritated, dissatisfied, or discouraged?

The answer may tell you something important about your mental diet.

Social Media Shows a Picture, Not the Whole Story

Social media can affect us through conflict, complaints, and negative stories. But it can also affect us through comparison.

We may see someone’s home, relationship, holiday, success, or lifestyle and begin asking why our own life does not look the same. Their life appears happy, effortless, and complete, while ours may feel ordinary or difficult by comparison.

But social media rarely shows the whole picture. It shows selected moments, carefully chosen images, and often only the parts someone wants other people to see. Behind the photograph, reality may look very different.

When we compare our entire life with someone else’s best moments, we may create feelings of envy, inadequacy, or dissatisfaction based on a picture that was never complete in the first place.

At the same time, looking at someone who has achieved something you genuinely want is not necessarily envy. It can become inspiration.

Perhaps you follow someone who travels frequently, has built a successful business, developed a skill you admire, or created part of the life you would like to build. If what you see encourages you to take action towards your own dreams, then it may strengthen rather than diminish you.

The difference is often found in the feeling and response it creates. Does it make you think, “Why do they have that and not me?” Or does it make you think, “If it is possible for them, perhaps I can begin moving towards it too?”

We need to remain open to inspiration while also being critical of the images and stories we accept as the full truth.

Your Feed Learns From Your Choices

I have noticed that social media often gives us more of what we already choose to watch.

If we repeatedly stop for conflict, fear, complaints, or outrage, more of that type of content may gradually appear. But if we actively search for material that educates, challenges, motivates, or inspires us, our feed can begin to change in the opposite direction.

In my own feed, I now often see clips from people such as Jim Rohn and other material connected to personal development, growth, and success. That is still social media, but it does not affect me in the same way as aimless scrolling through negativity.

It gives me ideas, reminders, and new ways of thinking.

In that sense, we are not only consuming our feeds. We are also helping to shape them. Every click, pause, search, and choice teaches the platform what to place in front of us next.

That makes our choices even more important.

What I Have Noticed in Myself

I have been aware of personal development for many years. But knowing something does not mean that we always practise it consistently.

We are human, and sometimes we fall back into old habits.

During the six weeks before writing this blog, I became much more intentional about my own mental diet. Each day, I spent approximately ninety minutes developing myself. Around sixty minutes were spent reading, while the remaining thirty minutes were used to study material that I believe I need in order to change my thinking and move closer to my goals.

During my walks, I also listened to audiobooks and other material connected to the direction in which I want to take my life. This included books such as The Magic of Thinking Big and Psycho-Cybernetics, alongside other personal-development and business material.

At the same time, I spent much less time watching the news and much less time scrolling without a purpose.

The difference I have noticed in myself has been significant. I feel more focused, more positive, and more connected to what I want to achieve. I no longer feel the same need to sit and watch the news. When I use social media, much of what appears is now connected to growth, success, and the subjects I want more of in my life.

I have not become perfect, and I still sometimes fall back into old patterns. But that is also part of being human.

The important thing is to notice it and consciously choose what we want to begin feeding our minds again.

Where Is Your Mental Diet Taking You?

A single video, post, or news story may not change your life. But repeated inputs can gradually influence how you think, feel, and respond to the world around you.

They may affect your mood at work, how patiently you treat your family or partner, how you see your future, and whether you mainly notice opportunities or problems.

The question is therefore not only how something makes you feel today. It is also where that repeated influence may take you in two years or five years.

Is what you consume helping you become more focused, hopeful, disciplined, and connected to your goals? Or is it slowly moving you in the opposite direction?

We cannot control everything that enters our lives. But we can take greater responsibility for what we repeatedly choose to place inside our minds.

For one month, try becoming more intentional about your mental diet. Notice what gives you energy and what drains it. Choose books, audiobooks, podcasts, courses, and people who help you grow. Reduce some of the content that repeatedly leaves you feeling worse without giving you anything useful in return.

Then observe what changes in your thoughts, energy, relationships, work, and direction.

We often ask ourselves what we have eaten today.

Perhaps we should also ask:

What have I fed my mind?

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Do your emotional patterns influence what you focus on and how strongly outside information affects you? Explore the Emotional Style Test.

Are your daily choices moving you towards the future you want? Explore the Goal Style Test.